I began this blog to let out my feelings before I blow.
What do you do when everything you planned for goes up in smoke? When the person you saw as your partner in crime, lets you down?
I have no answer for this but I could sure use one. I know what my common sense is telling me but my heart is throwing up every excuse it can. Today is the day that I've come to the realization that I am a coward. I am dependent on others for my happiness. It sucks!
I am trying to break away but I realize I'm doing it in the most wishy-washy way possible. Hopefully, I become better at this very soon so I can look at myself in the mirror once again and can recognize the person looking back.